I have this thing, especially when I watch movies or series, that I just can’t enjoy cool things because I fear for things to get fucked up. Why is it going so good? There are many possible reasons for things to get fucked up.
It also happens when I see things that are high risk and over which I have no control at all. I don’t as much fear as I feel embarassment, and I am restlessly on edge.
The only thing I could think of while watching the last episodes of the second season of The Bear was just
somebody is going to screw up (and I felt it would be Carmen with Claire).